"This week, I had my first baptism!!! Ahh, yeah that happened!"

Oh my gosh, being a Gringa is dangerous! A creepy man came up to me and Hermana Pérez waiting for our taxi and we tried to talk normal like missionaries and he just stared at me... and then last night same deal but this guy just got out of prison! Hahahahaha, even still Mom its fine. You know me...I usually feel things are super unsafe fast, but weirdly I don't feel anything!
 
Mom, I heard your package that your friends delivered to Costa Rica is here, and I'm going to get it after I send this email! hahahahah, I heard it has my picture on it hahaha!!
 

Oh, and tell Brother and Sister heaps that I met their nephew!! Elder Olson! He's awesome and gave me great advice:) 

 

 

So, I officially have 3 months in the mission!! This past week on my 3 monthaversary (came out July 22nd), I woke up and went to my desk to find a giant poster and letters from my companion all for my 3 months. She wrote me individual notes with advice for all 13 months that she has in the mission. It was so sweet and I was so surprised. I'm grateful for such an amazing companion that teaches me everyday and has helped me incredibly with my first 8 weeks that I have been here in Costa Rica!

 

 This past Tuesday we had the opportunity to attend the face to face broadcast that the Piano Guys had in Salt Lake City with youth. It was so amazing! Each member of the Piano Guys shared experiences that have helped them with their testimony and their love for music and their families. They mentioned their missions which you know, always makes me feel good and played a couple songs. The crazy part was realizing that they were in Salt Lake. One year ago, I was too! It seriously felt like just yesterday that I was studying at BYU. Every moment like that helps me realize the essence of time. Yes, I have 14 more months here, but time is quick. I'm looking forward to every experience and want to enjoy every second no matter how difficult.

 

Also this week, I had my first baptism!!! Ahh yeah that happened! His name is Josue and he's 22 years old. I was so happy for him. In the time that we have taught him, he has obtained such an amazing testimony. He has made the atonement the center of his life and has changed so much in his life already. He is such a strong person and I'm so grateful to have had the opportunity to help him join the church and make the covenant of baptism. The other Hermanas had baptisms too. The man who got married last week and his little brother in law were both baptized. Saturday was such a happy day!

 

With this baptism I also learned such an incredible lesson. Actually its something that I knew but I needed to be reminded of. After the baptismal service, my companion and I had an amazing conversation. Baptisms are such an amazing thing. They are the first covenant that we make with our heavenly father that allows us to return to him once this life is over. It's the key to living with your family for eternity. It's the membership into the true church of Christ. Its something that I want for everyone. However, Its something that cannot be rushed. In the mission we believe in numbers. Usually numbers signify success. Hermana Perez shared with me her feelings and told me to never let anyone make me feel like I am a bad missionary because I don't have enough baptisms. This is the work of the Lord. Everything is in his timing. I loved that so much. Its the truth. I'm here to help, serve, and teach. I want these people to see the happiness that the gospel brings me and can bring them. Baptism or not, I'm here to change lives!

 

 

Silliness...."Now you look like your Mom"

 

 

And that's my message for you this week. Haha I love this work so much. I feel myself getting more and more adjusted everyday. I'm grateful for my savior and for the opportunity that he and the atonement provide me with the better myself everyday. I love you all more than words can say. You are always in my prayers. 

 

A special thanks to my amazing friends... Har, Brent, and Jacob who send me emails every week, and last week I got one from Nick and Josh! I even get to hear from Maddie, Spencer, and Kyle who are currently serving missions in Chile and Tonga,  and Elder Hill (whom I met at the MTC). I love you all and am so thankful for your support!!

 

Pura Vida!

Hermana Zerilli

"This is tough but you raised a tough cookie!"

 

"Be strong" that's the thing I have been telling myself every day haha. Seriously, it's funny how my Patriarchal Blessing is everything! It tells me of my strengths and then it tells me of my feelings of inadequacy. Seriously....It's like right when I think I can't do this...I start doing it because I can and The Lord knows I can!! 
  

So, we found this taxi.... and it was the jankiest taxi we've ever ridden in. We were laughing the entire time. the seats were practically broken!

 

We are teaching an investigator who is so amazing. Her name is Maria and she is my Great Grandma Laguna here. She is a miracle investigator and everything we teach her, she knowingly believes and agrees with. I love her, and every time I am with her I think of gran! I am pretty much Mexicana now. People tell me that I speak like a Mexican because of Hermana Perez! Oh, I love chile! She gives me these lollipops that are chile flavored and they burn my mouth but are sooo good, haha! I put hot sauce on everything!

 Mom, everyone tells us it's dangerous here but honestly we don't do anything but pray for safety, be friends with everyone,  and walk fast. Holy heck the other day I pulled a tendon in my foot walking down a hill, and my bed here has springs that keep me from sleeping. Physically...life is a little rough hahah but its ok. Prayers!! So you know how missionaries in our ward have dinner with a member every night of the week, that doesn't exist here. We work all the way through dinner and don't eat until 9:30!

So I went to the office the other day, and one of my favorite elders, the secretary, told me that you called. He was so excited for me and was like YOU ARE HER! YOU HAVE THE SAME VOICE AND PERSONALITY: So I could've cried!! I just miss you a lot. I held back tears haha... 67 days until our Christmas Skype haha!!

 

Seriously for Christmas I just want things that remind me of home; notes or something, pics like of the Sacramento Temple or something. This is tough but you raised a tough cookie! 

This week was super great! It was the first official week of my 2nd cambio! It was really different but I had a bunch of great experiences. 

First, I got to see the setting apart of a missionary in our ward. It's different here. Everyone comes to the chapel to watch. It was really special and I was brought back to my setting apart. What a special privilege and responsibility this is. All of us hermanas couldn't hold back tears. We were happy to see one of our friends join us in this work. 

This past week Hermana Perez and I taught so many lessons. The more I teach, the more I am grateful that we have the only true restored gospel on the Earth. People surprisingly ask Hermana Perez and I all the time, "You two are from the same church?" Yes, she's from Mexico and I'm from California, but we are both members of the same church. I think its incredible that we are members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints and that there are members all over the world; Missionaries serving all over the world. My testimony is strengthened everyday of the restored gospel.

This past week I've had a few run ins with the boldness of this Latin culture. Ok I'm not overly self conscious but I'm from the States. People don't walk around calling you out on all of your flaws! One of our investigators told me that I looked Gordita! ARE YOU KIDDING ME! I was speechless! Gordita is like telling someone that they are a little fat. Oh my gosh I don't want to touch another plate of arroz, haha! No, I had to take a deep breath and realize that some things are just not in my control here. I can go to the gym after my mission and The Lord will help me. And if I'm gordita...I don't know what to call everyone else:)

 

 

The bride and all of us with the mini missionary that returned home, Hermana Campos!

On Saturday I got to attend the wedding of one of the other Hermana's investigators. The woman is a member but her now husband is not. To be able to be baptised, they have to be married or live in separate houses. They want to be an eternal family and decided happily that they wanted to be married. It was so beautiful. I am so happy that I got to witness such a marriage. Not only is this man now able to be baptized but these two people and their family can be sealed for time and all eternity. What an incredible blessing and many more are waiting for them. 

Yesterday, we had testimony meeting and practically half of the testimonies were about missionary work. My heart was filled with love for not only this work that I'm doing, but for the members and their support. We are building Gods kingdom here. Im so grateful for this opportunity and for the miracles that I see everyday. That's  my invitation to you today and always. Share the gospel!! It will bless the lives of others and you too will recieve so many blessings. 

I love you all more than I can express. You make me want to be better. I think of you and pray for you everyday.

I love you! Pura Vida!

Hermana Zerilli

"Sigua Adelante"

HOLA!!

This is Hermana Campos...the mini missionara from Costa Rica and all of us together... yes I'm the only gringaaaa!

 

Oh, a few more answers to random questions:)

 

Q.  Where do you send your emails from?

A.  We are currently in a computer store hahahah you pay by the hour. No one here really has computers so they come to these little stores.

 

 

Q.  Are things expensive there, or less expensive than at home?

A.  The cost of things isn't even bad because I'm used to high prices! The Latinas think EVERYTHING is expensive and I'm like um no...its normal. They really look at me at times like I'm a spoiled brat I think. I saw someone burning trash yesterday and freaked out! I explained the garbage trucks that we have at home, and they were like "because in the states you have money"... hahha, ok. and a drought!

 

 

Q.  Is your shower fixed?

A.  Our shower and water is fixed!!! This morning was a miracle. I had 3 minutes of hot water. I smiled.

 

 

Q.  What do you do on P-Days

A.  On P-Days we write...clean, rest, and hang out. We buy a tortilla de queso...its a cheese tortilla, at a shack next to our apartment. SO YUMMY!

 

 

Q.  Still eating mostly rice and beans?

A.  YES rice and beans...I'm learning to eat way less. No more rice pleaseeee.

 

 

Q.  How do you wash your laundry? Do you have to wash it by hand?

A.  We have a lady in the ward do our laundry. We pay her. It's great but I ran out of socks and she wasn't done. soooo yeah. haha:)

 

Wow,  so I survived my first transfer!! 11 more to go!! Luckily Hermana Perez and I are in this again for another 6 weeks! I am so, so grateful. I need her to help me throughout the entire 12 weeks of training! Hermana Mungaea is training a new Latina missionary so that will be fun. Just when I thought there was a possibility for another English speaker...nope haha. The Lord is challenging me but I don't think there's any better way to learn Spanish than to spend 24 hours a day with people who only speak Spanish. However, I do feel really lonely at times. Put someone who loves to talk in an environment where she doesn't know how and its slightly tough haha. I will continue to pray for patience and the gift of tongues!

 

Something however that keeps me going when things get tough, is the phrase "Sigua Adelante". Pretty much it means keep moving forward, better yourself, don't give up. My companion taught me it and I've been trying to remember everyday. Take things one step at a time. Also, smiling! Smiling is the most simple and yet impactful thing you can do. Its really hard to be sad on the inside when you are smiling on the outside. I have made the decision to continue to smile. There is so much to smile about!

 

This week I saw the impact that Satan can have in the lives of our investigators. Remember our investigator Augustin? This week we had another lesson with him and decided that since he had been progressing so much and had learned all of the lessons, we would ask him the baptismal interview questions to see what else he needed to know. As we asked these questions, he was so certain and had such a strong testimony. "Joseph smith was a prophet. We have a prophet today. The Book of Mormon is true". We felt inspired to ask him if he would like to move his baptismal date from Nov 7 to Oct 31. He accepted! After, we walked to something called Noche De Grupo...group night (haha) where members, recent converts, and investigators have a class; an activity and food of course. During the class, Augustin told us that he needs to think about baptism more because he's not sure. Our hearts dropped. After the class, we met with Augustin outside of the church and asked him how he was feeling. We knew that he had made some big mistakes in his life and that's why he wanted so badly to change. However, we watched as Satan put in his mind that changing wasn't an option. That he couldn't do it. He was very hesitant about everything and left us saying he just needs time. This was coming from someone who calls us every couple of days for a lesson. We couldn't hold back tears as we thought about how we could help him. These past few days we prayed really hard that Heavenly Father would strengthen Augustin and help him come to the realization that the gospel is what he needs in his life. Yesterday, Augustin called us about coming to church. We were ecstatic! Heavenly Father hears and answers our prayers. He loves his children and wants them to find happiness in this life just as Augustin is!

 

So everyone knows about my love for Christmas! Well what I didn't realize is that here, apparently Halloween isn't a big deal  here and there were no pilgrims in Costa Rica (so no Thanksgiving)! Ok, well what does that mean? It means that the people here already started putting up Christmas lights! No joke! And yes, I've started my countdown!! 74 days family, until I can talk with you on Christmas day!! Ahhh 10 more weeks! I'm so excited! I love Christmas and although it's going to be hard away from family, Its a time to celebrate the Savior,  something that I do everyday!

 

 

 This is the family of our Ward Mission Leader

and us after Stake Conference

 

 
 

I want to thank you all from the bottom of my heart for your thoughts and prayers. I love you all so much. I couldn't do it without you! Until next week! Pura vida!

Hermana Zerilli

"I am in awe at how the Lord prepares people to receive the gospel."



It doesn't just rain, it pours!

 

So, I noticed that I haven't answered half of your questions so here it goes...

 

• I loveeee my backpack and other people do too. Patagonia doesnt exist here and its waterproof!!

 

• They give us 220 mil every month which is bout 440 dollars. After paying rent and everything...its about 40 dollars a week but things here are twice as expensive as back home, so 20 dollars a week haha.

 

• My clothes are perfect even though I'm scared I will outgrow them! I use my raincoat when it's cold enough. when I'm hiking I sweat...hiking as in proselyting... hahahah its a mountain so I'm always hiking:)

 

• I lost my umbrella last week and I'm soooo sad because it was the perfect size and Tote brand. I have to use another big black one and it's kinda difficult:(

 

• The store we shop at is the "chino" across the street. It's ok hahaha, things here are just different. They sell cleaner in bags! You have to buy bottles separate and pour it in (what the heck)

 

• I figured out yesterday that I MISS AMERICAN CANDY! The chocolate here is awful. WHAT I WOULDN'T DO FOR A REESES!! Oh and just normal Oreos and things are weird...not like home.

 
 
These pictures were taken by the President and Hermana Hayes at their home last week...
"Chequeo de Mes" with a special special group of "month old" missionaries and their trainers!!
Misioneros con sonrisas!!!
 

 

 

It has been such an interesting week! Really we only had 2 normal days, Thursday and Friday. On Wednesday we had the opportunity to go to the temple! I was soooo grateful for that. Apparently, its very rare that we go. It was my companions 2nd time going and she's been here 13 months! The temple was absolutely beautiful. Its smaller than any temple I've been to. The Temple President is from Idaho apparently and they had a slot of gringos working in it. It kinda felt like home haha. I was so grateful for the peace that I felt in the temple. Even though I chose to do everything in Spanish, I still learned new things. President and Hermana Hayes went through the temple with us and it was really special. I needed the temple!

 

Conference yesterday and Saturday was incredible! One of the little boys here let me use his tablet to watch in English! I was sooo grateful. I sat in my own row of the chapel watching with earphones as everyone else watched on a TV. I loved conference and I learned so many things that I want to apply to my life and the missionary work. I loved the talk about "Ponderizing". My companion and I are starting to do that now every week, my scripture this week is Alma 26.27. I want to better my patience and I absolutely love that scripture. I cant wait to see what it does for my week having a goal to ponderize it!

 

I am starting to feel more and more comfortable with my Spanish. Our lessons are getting so much better because I am sharing more. We usually have about 6 lessons a day. Our investigators are great and just recently we met a man named Augustine. We met him 8 days ago by him actually walking up to us and asking who we are! In those 8 days, he has called us for lessons, something that NEVER happens has read The Book of Mormon and gained a testimony and has attended church and 3 sessions of conference. I am in awe at how the Lord prepares people to receive the gospel. Also, I am so happy about Augustine's desire to change his life for the better. He is a miracle in itself. I love this work. Although every day brings new challenges for me, every day is better and better!

 

I love and miss you all so much! Oh and a special thanks to Delia! I received a card from her 2 days ago that totally made my day! I'm so grateful!

 

I pray for you all every day!

Les amo mucho!!! Pura Vida!

Vaya con dios!
Hermana Taylor Zerilli

 



Oh, and apparently I'm the nicest gringa these Latinas know...I'll explain next week:)

 

 

Hermana Geurts last night here in Costa Rica:(

That's a spider not an animated character

After president's house with my MTC BFF Hermana Gividen...at the Temple

 

My companion and I at the San Jose Costa Rica Temple

My area, it's beautiful!!

 

 

This is me watching General Conference...In English!! Yay!!

 

 

I was able to share everything I wanted to in fluent Spanish!

Well in 2 days I will have been in Costa Rica for a month! Holy cow that's crazy! I look back at all that has happened these past 4 weeks and I am so grateful. I have learned so much and have grown as a person.

 

 

This past week in particular was really crazy. Hermana Geurts ended up leaving because of her Gulbladder problem and that was really sad. I couldn't imagine leaving the people that I have met here and the experience itself. I hope that she gets the help that she needs and be able to return to serving with me here in Costa Rica.With her leaving, I now have no one to speak English to! This really made me nervous, however, I am more motivated than ever to learn Spanish. Apparently I have come very far...apparently. No matter how many people tell me that, its hard to believe. Haha, dangit Hermana quit being too hard one yourself!

 

 

On Saturday, we had the opportunity to watch Womens' Conference. Yes it was in spanish and no I didnt understand a lot of it but I learned from the spirit. I was so grateful to "hear" from our leaders. (as in their message...poor President Uchdorfs voice is changed for Spanish interpretation, no bueno!) I am incredibly excited for  General Conference! I love it so much and can't wait to incorporate the teaching of the apostles and the prophet in the current work that I'm doing.

 

 

 

Lately it has been raining more than usual. By more I mean torrential downpours and flooding...everyday I walk in 3 inches of water (thank you Mom for my crocs) and by the time we get to the house we are walking to, my dress is soaking wet! It's an experience that I have never really had before and Its kind of fun! My parents never let me play in the rain, LOL! However, my companion and I are both sick right now and I think that its due to the weather.

 

 

Heavenly Father has such a sense of humor. This past week my companion and I were talking about shows we miss. She said that her favorite is Bones and I mentioned how I miss watching Modern Family with my family. Apparently, Modern Family doesnt exist in Spanish? However, the next day we were teaching our investigator and guess what was playing in the other room...in English. I heard Phil Dumphey loud and clear!! I had such a hard time tuning it out! OH, and then we walked to the next house and guess what was on the TV...Bones! My companion and I had a good laugh.

 

 

Today we had the opportunity to go to Mission President Hayes' house with all of the new missionaries and their trainers who where at the MTC and flew to Costa Rica with me. It was such a great expeience. I love President and Hermana Hayes. Their house is beautiful and they have such a love for us and the work. Hermana Hayes actually asked me to come prepared to share my idea about my miracle book and how I stay positive when things get difficult. I got there and was ready to share in English. However, just before, I felt that I needed to try in Spanish. Now that was a crazy thought. I was going to have to share in front of all of the Latinas, the elders and hermanas who came with me; the president, the assistants, the secretaries and the trainers. I didn't want to look like a fool. Oh my gosh I did it though!! I was able to share everything I wanted to in fluent Spanish! It was such a personal miracle and my companion and Hermana Hayes were so happy for me. Apparently, it was so good that the assistants then asked me to say the prayer, hahaha, as if I wasn't already nervous enough. I loved it though! The Lord blesses us everyday and he blesses me personally everyday.

 

Sorry I mad the little man (Anthony) tear up with my email, I cried when I read his too. I wasn't expecting an email from him! Mom its so hard being here and missing things back home. I wish I could do both. However I know that I need to be here. I feel it. I mean a month has already flown by, that's crazy! I am so proud of all 3 of my brothers. They inspire me...and you and Dad are in everything that I teach because you both taught me. I share my love for all of you through everything that I do here. Heavenly Father gave me all of you and because of that, I need to share. We pray to find families because families are central to Gods plan. They are eternal. That thought is my strength

 

I am so grateful for his companionshipo in my life right now. I can do hard things. You at home can do hard things!

 

 

I am so thankful for everyone's support and all of the emails. I love you all soooo much. I want you to know that I feel your prayers.

Te amo muchoo. Pura Vida.

Hemana Zerilli

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The Lord is constantly on our side!

Hola Hola!

 

Yep I'm still me! I still get WAY too excited over cotton candy!

 

Holy cow another week! Its pretty hard to believe that it's another Pday. Hermana Geurts and I have realized that Pday is the hardest out of all of the days of the week. We are reminded of home and that's tough. I love the feeling of losing myself in the work the other days of the week though. Time really does fly when you don't think about yourself and solely focus on the needs of other people.

 

This past week was the Independence Day of Costa Rica! It was kind of like 4th of July in the United States, but not as big of a deal. I was searching for the fireworks but unfortunately there were none. We did get to attend a parade in the morning which was super cool. I loved seeing all of the little kids and all of their cultural outfits. It really helped me to realize that I really am in a different country. However, red white and blue are still my colors! God Bless America!

 

So I'm still not fluent in Spanish...dang it LOL. However, I see little differences and blessings every day. I received a blessing by someone in our ward last Tuesday and it has helped me so so much. I am no longer nervous and feeling burdened by this language. I am working on my patience and I know that I will learn it. It will just take time. Chill Tay right? Everything is just so different, for every 1 spanish word there are 48392392 English words. Hermana Perez and Mungeau are so funny! They think that English is sooo easy. Just add "ation" to the end of every word and its English.. They call us Herman"ation". We try to tell them that every word is completely different but then we end up being proved wrong. Salvation. Adaptation. Relation. Oh ok. OH and their choice of "oh my gosh" is "oh margot" however, they say it like spanish...so the Margot sounds like Margawt. You can only imagine our horror every time they say it! We are like NO MORE!

 

 

Tell Andrea! Elder abel is apparently the poster child for the gift of tongues here. Everyone is so impressed by him, 2 months and hes got it. The girls from the MTC who are in his area told me the other day when I got to see them. Oh yeah, I got to see my MTC people the other day...tears of joy, felt like home!

 

So  Hermana Geurts and I are teaching an English class every week now. We are super excited. It will help a whole lot with our Spanish, being able to translate and plus its service! Everyone in the ward has told us how happy they are to be able to learn some English.

 

So I've already started planning some intense workouts for when I return. These people eat carbs, carbs, and MORE CARBS. And they drink NO WATER. I feel sick after half of the meals I eat. Oh, and they put ketchup on EVERYTHING. The food is really good...but really bad for you. We went shopping and I bought fruits, vegetables and healthy cereal. Lately I've been craving a giant Boudin salad! Salads don't exist here unless they have some sort of sugar on them. Hermana Geurts jokes that she thinks they sprinkle tang on everything...I think she's right hahahaha!

 

I've started writing in a miracle journal. Everyday I see miracles and I don't want them to be overlooked. The lord is constantly on our side. This work is hard but its so worth it. I meet people with broken hearts every day. People who lack faith. Who have deceased family. Or people in general who are happy just living their lives. The gospel is for everyone and anyone. I'm really grateful for this experience. I love you all soooo much its crazy! Thank you for everything you do for me and have taught me. I think of you everyday.

 

 

Les amo muchisimo!!

Pura Vida!

 

 

My zone of hermanas dressing up in red white and blue for Independence Day, I think some of them failed (LOL)

 

 

 

 

 

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"Everyone here blasts their English music and has no clue what the songs are saying!"

Hola mi familia!

Que paso?! So this week was wayyy better than the first. I think I was just a tad overwhelmed the first week, which should be expected with moving to another country where you don't speak the language. This past week we taught so many lessons and I have already seen the little miracles that we are blessed with on a daily basis. Each day was honestly so long but looking back, it does not feel like a week has gone by. I now understand why people say that missions are so fast. I'm sure that once I speak the language, time will be even faster.

 

Some funny things that have been on my mind recently. Do the people here know what the English words on their clothing says? I mean, barely anyone even speaks English, and when their shirt says "Free Hugs" do they know what they are soliciting? I have yet to see anything with Spanish writing on it! Same with music. I was expecting to hear some type of Shakira/Enrique Iglesias/ Ricky Martin/ Becky G, but no! Everyone here blasts their English music and has no clue what the songs are saying. Hermana Perez and I were teaching a lesson and the 7 year old girl there was on her tablet playing videos in English. Out of nowhere the video screamed the F-word and no one even flinched but me! I was appalled. I had to realize that in Spanish that doesn't mean anything. They have no clue.

 

Also, I think its funny that here it rains everyday! I mean BUCKETS of water, and yet when I go to take a shower or go to the bathroom there is no water! However, in California we have no rain and I could always count on water from the faucet, LOL! Hermana Perez and I were helping our investigator move houses and during cleaning, the water went out. Luckily it was pouring. We took a huge pot outside and filled it in minutes for us to finish cleaning with. My companion said that in Mexico she has similar experiences. We are so blessed back home. OH WHAT I WOULD GIVE FOR A HOT SHOWER, haha!

 

I am learning to love the food here. Its so good! Beans and rice for every meal is definitely not a bad thing. However, I've been really wanting pizza recently. Hopefully my companion and I will go soon! I realized the other day, when we went to buy a few snacks, that everything is sold in personal size packages. I bought Oreos expecting a full tray of Oreos. Nope. I got 12 individual packages. It's because otherwise, the bugs will get the food! The flies are everywhere its crazy! Even worse, unfortunately Hermana Geurts and Mungua had 5 cockroaches in their kitchen last night. I really don't want that to happen to us...

 

This past week was such a mental struggle for me. At times, I was really exhausted from the language and feeling like I couldn't do anything. It is so easy to get down on myself but I know that everything gets better a day at a time. I need to learn patience, haha! However, on Saturday I went to my first baptism in the mission. Hermana Geurts and Mungua's investigator and the husband of a member were getting baptized. I was instantly reminded why I'm here and why I want so badly to be here! Those people were so happy and the family whose dad was getting baptized were SO happy. I was reminded of my family. Yes I miss you all more than you know but I think that is such a motivation. That cheesy saying is so true. "Missionaries leave their families for a short time, so that others can be with their families for eternity." I cried and had a desire to go talk to anyone I could no matter how bad my Spanish was. There are so many people that need this gospel in their lives!

 

 

Mom! I miss you! I don't think I'll stop missing you for the next 68 weeks! We sang "Family's Can Be Together Forever" yesterday in Sacrament Meeting, and I cried... I couldn't keep it together. I don't want to be sad. I try to listen to the EFY songs to lift my spirits in that regard, and it does help some. I talk to my companion and at times I feel like a sucky missionary because I miss home and I get discouraged because of the language. I pray every day for help. I think that in 2 months when I know the language better, I will be wayyyy better. I try to keep an eternal perspective. Other people have done this, its definitely not impossible! I just need patience with myself...I don't doubt that in a year I will be laughing at how I felt right now:) 

 
I love you all so so so much. Thank you for every prayer. 68 more weeks!

Pura Vida!
Hermana Zerilli

 

 The First baptism I have attended...such an amazing experience

 

 The yelow sign is our apartment across the street.

 

 

These pictures are my apartment. The woodent desk is mine.

 All of those sticky notes are full of words I write down.

 My companion thinks I'm crazy!!

 

My comfy bed with my pretty comforter and Dora Pillow Pet:)

 

 We have a lovely shower...it just doesn't work!!

 

 

 

 Filling the bucket to finish our cleaning...

as it is raining buckets, as usual!!

 

 

Look everyone! My Mom sent me this photo of our Ward Missionary Bulletin Board at church back home...

There I am!! See if you can read the scripture I chose for my plaque. It's Psalms 28:7, just in case you can't see it in this picture.